8.27.2005

Adrienne Rich

Someone is writing a poem. Words are being set down in a force field. It's as if the words themselves have magnetic charges; they veer together or in polarity, they swerve against each other. Part of the force field, the charge, is the working history of the words themselves, how someone has known them, used them, doubted and relied on them in a life.


What does a poet need to know?

-That to track your own desire, in your own language, is not an isolated task. You yourself are marked by family, gender, caste, landscape, the struggle to make a living, or the absence of such a struggle. The rich and the poor are equally marked. Poetry is never free of these marking even when it appears to be. Look into the images.

8.26.2005

Lighting up Caverns

This summer, I became convinced the drops of sweat were my tears. Too tired to realize, I was lying to myself.

8.19.2005

Cumulus Congestus

I watch the children play at my work during recess. I watch them run and chase and play on the jungle gym. They often make trips to the drinking fountain and I think about what it is that they've lost and what they're replacing it with.

Water, in both cases, beading up on their noses. Falling in large drops from dirty strands of uncut hair. It lands in the sand between and among the myriad of footprints. I watch their sweat evaporating out of the earth and meeting the clouds high above.

I think about the three forms of water and realize the sweat falling from my brow. I too am in the clouds.

8.07.2005

2005 Vacation, Relocation Update Part 2

check_markEntire State of Texas
check_markiPod
check_markLouisiana Swamps and impeneterable Forests
check_markMonsoons
check_markTrailer Hauling Fiberglass Elephant & Other Oversized Animals
check_mark Hardee's (East Coast Carl's Jr.) sucks ass
check_markFlamin' Hot Cheetos (Con Limón)
check_markHuge Rivers (Mississippi)
check_mark18 Mile long Bridge
check_markExploding Frieght Truck Tires
check_mark3 Bros Hauling a Helicopter behind a Station Wagon
check_markUnrealistic Expectations of Other People Being Perfect
check_markOver Abundant Usage of the Term "Ape Shit." IE, I'm going ape shit!
check_markWhy is it a "penny for your thoughts" but you have to "put your two cents in?"
.....,,.Somebody's makin' a penny!
check_markMah Bah (My Bad)
check_markMy Bad This!

8.04.2005

2005 Vacation, Relocation Update

check_mark10 hour days
check_markiPod
check_markDesert vistas and Saguaro Cacti
check_markMonsoons
check_markSuper hot waitress in Needles, CA with a fantastic short cut
check_mark El Paso, TX sucks ass
check_markWest Texas sucks ass
check_markDueling pianos in downtown Austin
check_markcheck_markA tour of the Real World House!